ok.so,

i no its been a while since ive actually done ANYTHING! butttt

thats becuase ive been too busy to draw or write anything
but,
hopefully ill get some art up soon. not sure yet.
ive got a few things ill put up sumtimes soon
not sure when yet though
well ill put sumthing on lol i promise =3

well thank you peace!

i am going to havta start drawing again sorry but i havnt been doing much of anything latly. i let my grades slip dramatically and iv been focused so much on that i havnt had time to do ANYTHING else. i do however have many poems lol. but i wil try and get back on track again. i need to get everything fixed up and organized

ok so i got a scanner/printer buut i need to get usb cord befor i can even use it. i also got a new digital camera so i gues that would be good if the printer/scanner were to break. but anywho back to the point.lol. but i will put more pictures up soon. thank u all for not giving up on me and watnot. XD

ok everyone is entitled to their own oppinion so I'm just going to get all this straight and even tell you the reasons behid this... i AM athiest. but there is a reason for this. all my life i have been wondering about this and finally i realized i have no sympathy for god or his ways, even if he is real i dont really care for him much anyway..i mean if he is suppose to be there for everyoe then why hasnt he been there for me. i mean my life has been harder then a 13 year olds life is suppose to be... i prayed to god for about 7 years and none of my prayers were awnsered. so i think he is a fake. when i see proof of this god that everyone is trying to convince me is real then i will believe. but as of now i could care less about that god of yours becuase he isnt there for me so why should i give a rats ass about him..* sorry to put it so harshly*.
and dont give me a hard time about this becuase as ur beliefe is in him mine is not. im not tellin noone not to believe in god so dont tell me that i have to.. and anyway... i have christain friends and have nuthing against religiouse people... in fact i only have a problem with them if they have a problem with me. this was just to straighten things up about it.. so stop judgin people and myself about their religouns and beliefs thats their beliefe and it aint like its hurting you any so get the f*** over yourself and move on to a topic actually worth ranting over

thank you for reading XD

long distance relationships are hard...very hard. its like you live so close to me but so far. my heart wants me to be with you but my body stays away. I love you and can't stand not being with you. I didnt mean for this to happen. i went against everything i stand for. i told myself i would never give my heart away, never put my life in anyones hands. but with you it changed. i gave my heart to you and i put my life in your hands. you saved my life anyway so why shouldn't you be in controle of it. I'm just shocked. I don't understand what happened. I'v never felt something so strong. im not sad when your around. You turn my worst days into the best days. When i satrt thinking of my family and my friends who are not here anymore and get really upset you know just what to say. you always seem to make me feel better. make me feel normal. you make me feel like a real person who has never had anything wrong. So i try to keep you in my life becuase I can't live without you. But its hard when you don't live near me , when i can't see you everyday. when the only thing keeping us together is our love and a phone. When I get the chance I'm leaving and moving there just for you. I love it there anyway but you make it better. I love you and even if it kills me i promise i will never leave you and i will amke sure that i don't screw this up.. even if it's hard.